I miss being a child at art. I miss just thinking ‘I want to draw stone henge’ and then just drawing a series of boxes with no reference and no care for accuracy and still being proud of it. Knowing what something looks like is knowing too much and has ruined any and all interest I had in art. I can’t just draw a dog any more, I have to draw a specific breed of dog and google it first to make sure it’s accurate and physically possible to draw a dog the way I want to draw it and then when I’ve drawn it I’m not happy with it.
I really just miss enjoying what I do.